| | Lost. Confused. Disappointed.
I don't know when it happened precisely. The map stopped looking familiar. The destination became a memory instead of a location. The blurryness of fog settled in and we hunkered down for relief to come. But it didn't come.
What started as challenges to patience, devolved to questions of the very essence of life. Second-guessing of choices. Skepticism about purpose and destiny and future. Feelings of impotence in our ability to be causal agents. More mystery than understanding about the things outside this world.
What if this is all there is? Lost in a world without meaning, purpose or destiny. Violently beating and screaming to break through transparent walls only to find you haven't changed a thing. The world has continued wandering by.
I remember times of fury and passion. The feeling of fire inside over something you would give your life for. What good is a torch without a fire. A warrior without a batttle. A life without breath.
Oh for something outside of this skin that would make me feel the wind of destiny again...
breathe fire.
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